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discovery
01:23
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dust
03:31
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redshift
05:15
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Gone without a trace
Drifting out in space
Floating weightlessly
Falling endlessly
There’s no need to feel so down
The friends you have are still around
But there’s no stopping gravity
Eventual singularity
I close my eyes so I can’t see
Block my ears so I can sleep
Haven’t felt this bad in years
I just want to disappear
Gone without a trace
Drifting out in space
Floating weightlessly
Falling endlessly
A familiar place
In winters cold embrace
Impending entropy
All the same to me
You’ll be fine when you get help
You can’t do this by yourself
But there's no place I'd rather be
Than skating through the galaxy
I’ll red shift past the milky way
An astronomical decay
Haven’t felt this bad in years
I just want to disappear
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aphelion
05:29
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Hands like stone
Graze my skin to bone
Scared to bleed
Stretched out sleeves
I don't know what's wro-o-o-ong, with, me
There must be something wro-o-o-o-ong, with, me
Should have known
The haunting would return
Still can't sleep
Cowered in the sheets
I don't know what's wro-o-o-ong, with, me
There must be something wro-o-o-o-ong, with, me
On my own
Can't leave home
No-where to be
Just my cat and me
I don't know what's wro-o-o-ong, with, me
There must be something wro-o-o-o-ong, with, me
I won't go
There's just too much to know
In-com-plete
There's something wrong with me
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5. |
escape velocity
02:22
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false dawn
04:48
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Another day, another week, another fucking year
I’m not a mess, I’m just depressed, I wanna disappear
I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear
Another day, another week, another fucking year
I can feel the regression
You’d think by now I’d learn my lesson
Keep suppressing depression
Until there’s nothing left
Introspection’s incessant
Aware of each imperfection
Every time I catch my reflection
Any time I take a breath
I run to hide from the pressure
Resigned to weather the weather
A temporary surrender
Think I just need some rest
Don’t want no friend to depend on
Don’t want nobody to check on
Just me, my cat, and depression
Into the wilderness
Another day, another week, another fucking year
I’m not a mess, I’m just depressed, I wanna disappear
I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear
Another day, another week, another fucking year
I know that I should be sleeping
It's just my head won't stop screaming
I wish my heart would stop beating
So I could hear myself
I’m dreading facing each morning
That should be some kind of warning
Another sign I'm ignoring
Into oblivion
The day to day has got me numb
Each week blends into the next one
Crazy how quickly this year’s gone
Don’t think I’m doing well
Lately my heart is so hollow
Maybe I'll fix it tomorrow
'til then I'll stay up & wallow
Instead of seeking help
Another day, another week, another fucking year
I’m not a mess, I’m just depressed, I wanna disappear
I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear
Another day, another week, another fucking year
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7. |
maria
04:34
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Sinking
The tide is shifting
Clinging to what’s left
But my grip is slipping
This flooding in me
Has been a long time coming
I've been struggling lately
Buried in my covers
Feeling empty
Staring at my ceiling
Sleeping in ’til noon
Shutting down is easy
Missing moments / drifting through my best years
While I’m reminiscing
It’s getting hard to leave my bed
I struggle just existing
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8. |
afterglow
03:35
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9. |
reentry
01:42
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Melbourne based lo-fi bedroom musician in the sense that everything sounds awful and I record it in my bedroom.
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