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all at once

by slowsmog

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jack I listen to this cassette every morning. Favorite track: dust.
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Dakota Sillyman Really amazing album. So glad I stumbled across it. Favorite track: redshift.
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1.
discovery 01:23
2.
dust 03:31
3.
redshift 05:15
Gone without a trace Drifting out in space Floating weightlessly Falling endlessly There’s no need to feel so down The friends you have are still around But there’s no stopping gravity Eventual singularity I close my eyes so I can’t see Block my ears so I can sleep Haven’t felt this bad in years I just want to disappear Gone without a trace Drifting out in space Floating weightlessly Falling endlessly A familiar place In winters cold embrace Impending entropy All the same to me You’ll be fine when you get help You can’t do this by yourself But there's no place I'd rather be Than skating through the galaxy I’ll red shift past the milky way An astronomical decay Haven’t felt this bad in years I just want to disappear
4.
aphelion 05:29
Hands like stone Graze my skin to bone Scared to bleed Stretched out sleeves I don't know what's wro-o-o-ong, with, me There must be something wro-o-o-o-ong, with, me Should have known The haunting would return Still can't sleep Cowered in the sheets I don't know what's wro-o-o-ong, with, me There must be something wro-o-o-o-ong, with, me On my own Can't leave home No-where to be Just my cat and me I don't know what's wro-o-o-ong, with, me There must be something wro-o-o-o-ong, with, me I won't go There's just too much to know In-com-plete There's something wrong with me
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6.
false dawn 04:48
Another day, another week, another fucking year I’m not a mess, I’m just depressed, I wanna disappear I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear Another day, another week, another fucking year I can feel the regression You’d think by now I’d learn my lesson Keep suppressing depression Until there’s nothing left Introspection’s incessant Aware of each imperfection Every time I catch my reflection Any time I take a breath I run to hide from the pressure Resigned to weather the weather A temporary surrender Think I just need some rest Don’t want no friend to depend on Don’t want nobody to check on Just me, my cat, and depression Into the wilderness Another day, another week, another fucking year I’m not a mess, I’m just depressed, I wanna disappear I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear Another day, another week, another fucking year I know that I should be sleeping It's just my head won't stop screaming I wish my heart would stop beating So I could hear myself I’m dreading facing each morning That should be some kind of warning Another sign I'm ignoring Into oblivion The day to day has got me numb Each week blends into the next one Crazy how quickly this year’s gone Don’t think I’m doing well Lately my heart is so hollow Maybe I'll fix it tomorrow 'til then I'll stay up & wallow Instead of seeking help Another day, another week, another fucking year I’m not a mess, I’m just depressed, I wanna disappear I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear Another day, another week, another fucking year
7.
maria 04:34
Sinking The tide is shifting Clinging to what’s left But my grip is slipping This flooding in me Has been a long time coming I've been struggling lately Buried in my covers Feeling empty Staring at my ceiling Sleeping in ’til noon Shutting down is easy Missing moments / drifting through my best years While I’m reminiscing It’s getting hard to leave my bed I struggle just existing
8.
afterglow 03:35
9.
reentry 01:42

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an album about depression, anxiety, and an overwhelming desire to completely disappear.

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released September 9, 2019

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slowsmog Melbourne, Australia

Melbourne based lo-fi bedroom musician in the sense that everything sounds awful and I record it in my bedroom.

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